Wow...what can I say but...it's as though I have a constant flush upon my cheeks. *sigh*
My heart flutters every now and then with memories of three days...his smile, his face...his smooth skin against my cheek, his smell. Wow. yeah...wow. I haven't been this smitten in quite some time...quite some time and must I say I'm really quite quite smitten. A smitten kitten. I glow according to some. Glow!
He says he's in it for the long term...that he wouldn't otherwise and...wow. What a guy! What guy...yeah. :) So soon yet so good. So fast yet so right. I know I'm supposed to be feeling a little guilty given an almost 13 month relationship ended just a week ago and here I find myself absolutely floored by someone else but...no...not at all. It just feels too... Though I must admit I'm a little hesitant at exposing myself completely for fear of burnage...however...I want to. I want to so badly.
But you know? It wasn't sudden...it was there all along...a build up in denial. I was talking to Mare today about how surprised I am and sudden it all was. She said it wasn't...that it happened before I left but...yeah. Wow.
I'm getting my fairy tale I think...just in another form. Who flies 2000 miles to be with someone for 3 days? :) :D
Yes. He does. For me...
and with him
djinn's struggle between nature and reason.
the maintenance of balance