What an odd odd evening.
It's been a while, I know. So quick catch up on my life...
I have a boyfriend for the first time in 2 years. He was my grade 8 crush...my first 'love' kind of. A fairy tale of sorts, really. A modern day one.
I'm really happy. He makes me happy. Sometimes too happy I think, too distracted that is because I can't focus on anything else sometimes. I must draw boundaries somewhere *mom quote*
So I was supposed to go to a friends bday today at supermarket...line was too long so we went to einsteins...
coming out of the washroom, i say to my best girl princess una tuna fish, "You know what would be really funny? If my ex was here with his girl cuz she used to do a live thing here..."
...and alas. There they were sitting in front of us. We say hi and that's it.
further more...catching up with more people from elementary school...it's all coming together somehow...but for what reason?
I'm a bit lost in my life right now, I admit. Don't know about direction. What to do...but really, who does in this day and age?
I know I want to write. Perhaps this rekindling of connections will help me rediscover the real me.
it is, after all, the year of the cock ;)
djinn's struggle between nature and reason.
the maintenance of balance
- dreams, einsteins, coincidences, cock.